Baylee lost her second pregnancy at 10 weeks. This personal devastation completely altered her perception of miscarriage, stillbirth and infant loss as she yearned for compassion and understanding. She created this podcast as Mrs. Utah America to serve as a resource of conversation and community. Butterflies have been symbolic for her in this journey which is why she chose the imagery of metamorphosis to organize the interview format:
Caterpillar phase: what life was like before
Chrysalis phase: the climax & ooey gooey mess of the loss
Butterfly phase: the changes and beauty that have emerged
59. Holly Naylor: Huck Everlasting
36 mins; November 01, 2024
58. Breanne Su'a: Be Strong Like Milo, Endure Like Dante
42 mins; May 23, 2024
57. Bernice Quesenberry: Chasing the Rainbows
31 mins; May 02, 2024
56. Suzzie Vehrs: Finding Peace After A Molar Pregnancy
36 mins; April 18, 2024
55. Shauna Blaunquie: Sending Sierra Smiles Out Into The World
74 hours 54 mins; April 11, 2024
54. Ana Lepe Vick: Mothering My Son Owen Through Stillbirth Prevention Advocacy
52 mins; April 04, 2024
53. Markie Ostler: Happy Everly After
36 mins; March 28, 2024
53. Amanda Feltmann: Measure the Placenta for Junie
51 mins; March 27, 2024
52. Andrea Bender: 2 Sets of Twins + Adoption Miracles
46 mins; March 14, 2024
51. Ken & Tanya Jacobi: Ryleigh’s Resources
41 mins; March 07, 2024
50. Lindsey Wimmer: The Star Legacy Foundation
32 mins; February 29, 2024
49. Skylar Randle: Mailee Taught Me A Lot
47 mins; February 22, 2024
48. Elizabeth Michalski: Sending Love & a Teddy Bear Hug
34 mins; February 15, 2024
47. Amber & Kenzie: The Origin Story of the Non-profit, 'Held In Hope'
37 mins; February 08, 2024
46. Carmen Grover: Remembering Our Angels & Embracing Our Rainbow
48 mins; February 01, 2024
45. Naomia May: When Cancer Changes You
30 mins; January 26, 2024
44. Mary Adkins: What 3 Miscarriages in 1 Year Taught Me
38 mins; January 18, 2024
43. Holly Ann Abel: Bloom Like Magnolia
37 mins; January 11, 2024
42. Grace Peterson: My Rainbow Baby Story
33 mins; January 04, 2024
41. Andrea Meyers: After Terra
39 mins; December 28, 2023
40. Gina Mundy: A Childbirth Attorney's Insights on How to Have a Safer Birth & Protect Your Baby
57 mins; December 21, 2023
39. Megan Holmstead: I Can Do Hard Things
58 mins; December 14, 2023
38. Laura Rizzo: Creating Community & A Legacy
46 mins; December 07, 2023
37. Sarah Urcino: Angelee Our Angel
32 mins; November 30, 2023
36. Veronica Lybbert: Jayne Made Me a Better Mom
65 hours 20 mins; November 25, 2023
35. Sarah Cox: Mom Uses Infertility and Losses to Help Other Loss Families
29 mins; November 22, 2023
34. Kayla Graver: Mom Trying to Honor Her Angel Babies & Keep Them Alive In Our Hearts
37 mins; November 09, 2023
33. Nichole Feltner: Opening the Doors Grief Closed
35 mins; November 02, 2023
32. Madisan Dockendorf: Brooks and Beyond
33 mins; October 27, 2023
31. Ashley Sorenson: Bringing Awareness to the Physical and Emotional Recovery After a Loss
31 mins; October 19, 2023
30. Tia Hansen: I'll Love You Forever My Baby You'll Be
31 mins; October 12, 2023
29. Jessica Ells: My Little Ray of Sunshine
27 mins; October 05, 2023
28. Moria Rooney: Mother of Wilde
37 mins; September 28, 2023
27. Ayako Gallagher: How I Found Guilt-Free Joy After Loss
34 mins; September 21, 2023
26. Rachel Lohman: Finding Hope Again
29 mins; September 12, 2023
25. Mallory Stone: Seeking for Seth & Life After Loss
31 mins; September 12, 2023
24. Kennedy Garrett: Williams Heart Changed Ours
32 mins; September 06, 2023
Kennedy Garrett: William's Heart Changed Ours
32 mins; September 01, 2023
23. Kristianna Hall: A Mother's Chance - Honoring Arabella
35 mins; August 24, 2023
22. Britney Boekweg: "The Pain is Worth the Privilege of Loving You"
38 mins; August 17, 2023
21. Ally Glover: Lincoln's Legacy
32 mins; August 10, 2023
20. Abby Frazier: The Beautiful Miracle Journey with Lily
29 mins; August 03, 2023
19. Luisa Gates: The Peace of a White Butterfly
29 mins; July 27, 2023
18. Clarissa Thomas: Strong, Slow, and Graceful
34 mins; July 21, 2023
17. Cierra Olsen: The Calm Before the Storm
20 mins; July 14, 2023
16. Jenessa Kramer: An Open Book After 6 Losses
27 mins; July 06, 2023
15. Julie Card: Life After the Life Flight
33 mins; June 29, 2023
14. Tiffany Lindstrom: President of THE Club
36 mins; June 23, 2023
13. Aubrey McDonald: Tess, an Anencephaly Angel!
31 mins; June 15, 2023
12. Baylee Demars: From MIScarriage to MRS. Utah
40 mins; June 08, 2023
11. Jane Rollins: "Living His Legacy"
46 mins; May 29, 2023
10. Taylor Strickland: Growing Through Grief
24 mins; May 25, 2023
9. Chelsea Davidson: Recurrently Hopeful
22 mins; May 18, 2023
8. Jen Rader: The story behind "Josie's Angels"
32 mins; May 11, 2023
7. Megan Hennessy: Finding the Rainbow After the Storm
31 mins; May 04, 2023
6. Abby Owens: The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow
46 mins; April 27, 2023
5. McKenzie Powell: Choosing to Live Joifully
30 mins; April 20, 2023
4. Amy Watson: Finding Hope In Lifting Others
39 mins; April 13, 2023
3. Jessica Powell: Beauty from Ashes
35 mins; April 06, 2023
2. McKay Demars: Miscarriage from a Dad's Perspective
32 mins; March 30, 2023
1. Corina Rowley: Surviving Triplet Pregnancy and Loss